My lovely armadillo

A couple of nights ago, I dreamt that my porcelain armadillo holding a bear bottle was destroyed.  I was very upset about it and I saved the pieces, even though it was not salvageable.

I'm not sure why it's so important to me or why I've kept it for so many years or why it suddenly appeared in a dream.  I know that several room mates over the years hated it, and that my husband would rather not have it in the living room (although its no longer an issue, as it's not what I'd pick for front-room display, plus our current sitting room is pretty small, so there's not a lot of 'extra' space).

I forgot the dream until I was cleaning yesterday and suddenly remembered how upset I'd been in the dream.  I was so glad to see it that its temporarily on a visible shelf.  I think I will make him a santa hat and put a wreath around his base and he will be a Christmas decoration this year.

It's odd that I had such a sudden fearful dream about a possession that shouldn't be so valuable to me.  Maybe its subconsciously linked to selling my Subaru recently (my first car) which I'd had for about the same amount of time.  Or maybe its not meaningful at all.  The only 'deep' association or image I have of an armadillo is the one in Rango that crosses the highway and makes prophetic and meaningful statements about "the other side".

I'm sure there's plenty out there to choose from, but this is the first thing I found when I googled armadillo totem (http://www.linsdomain.com/totems/pages/armadillo.htm):

Boundaries, Protection, Empathy Armadillo wears its armor on its back, its medicine is part of its body. Its boundaries of safety are a part of its total being. Adjust your rhythms and senses and you will know what is safe and what is not.

Armadillo teaches you how to protect yourself and when to let your defenses down.

And here is an armadillo very similar, if not identical to mine on ebay for $100 (pictured above), but I'm not selling mine: http://www.ebay.com/itm/Lone-Star-Beer-Advertising-Chalk-Statue-Armadillo-Texas-/270814660613?pt=LH_DefaultDomain_0&hash=item3f0dcfc805

And a taxidermied armadillo with a lone star beer (not a fan of this one) also on ebay: http://www.ebay.com/itm/Lone-Star-Beer-Advertising-Chalk-Statue-Armadillo-Texas-/270814660613?pt=LH_DefaultDomain_0&hash=item3f0dcfc805

I think if there was a deeper meaining, it was a combination of keeping my armadillo (literally speaking), learning to protect myself, and the Rango clip about the other side ("we each see what we need to see").

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Montana Halloween, better late than never

This year was fun.  Very cold, but I was able to trick or treat with Greg and the kids.  They made this great pumpkin together, and I had almost roasted the PERFECT pumpkin seeds when I burned them.

And Greg dressed up for a party we went to.  He morphed into a palentologist because Christopher suggested it and got reeeeaaaaallly excited about the idea.  I was Fiona, but I hadn't put the ears on yet in this picture.  Plus, being green with cheap makeup is bad idea, so I didn't.  So I'm day time fiona.

The googlie eyes were for a turkey we were simultaneously making for Christopher's family assignment while carving the pumpkin.

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More thumbnails

Just a few more from the same myspace album....at least I will have them backed up somewhere this way.  They all make me smile.  Some of these ones are coming up even smaller.

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"Plaroids" from thumnails

I discovered the poor quality of the pictures I saved from my old myspace account when I uploaded them into a free photo editing site called picnik.  So I played with them anyway and ended up with these, which I think are kind of cute.

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Thumbnails of old photos from the great outdoors

I will hopefully either find the originals of these photos when I have time to search my older computer and/or I will be able to figure out how to download more than a thumbnail from my old myspace account (which I opened this morning for the first time in years to see if I still could).  Although in the mean time they are posting bigger than thumnails on here.

    

   

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